All that is plain appears patterned,
The core is where it hurts the most,
No one knows how it feels.
Fighting back won't help,
My only option is to run away,
Run far away from the fear,
From the pain,
And from the heavy ropes I'm entangled in.
Half of me is rotting away,
I'm afraid that on day I'll look down on myself
and only see dead rotting flesh.
It's like I'm a shadow fading into the shades of
the day.
Stop stripping my soul,
Stop invading my head.
My body is nothing but a light jacket
covering my self.
Outside mean nothing,
It's just a playground for you.
I'm drowning in your presence,
I'm lost in my thoughts.
Why me? That's the long forgotten question. Why me?
Puzzled faces, blinded by what they see.
Don't they know?
Can't they feel it?
A thick sound surrounds my head,
blurred by the light.
Falling into a pit of nothing,
Endless and meaningless.
After a while they will ask
Why me?